rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  1. The Bat Next Door

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    Weed has helped me manage my addictive nature and keep my life on track. I am eternally grateful for it. I’m proud of her for doing what she needs to do to get inner peace.

  2. Rosangela Barreto de Oliveira

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    Demi, sou do Brasil, e esse video no youtube chegou ate mim, e achei muito interessante sua sinceridade e amadurecimento em meio a tantas coisas que passou e passa. quero te oferecer se possivel minhas orações a Deus para que te fortaleça e que voce encontre em Cristo a paz para esse vazio que só voce conhece muito bem, Deus preencha sua vida de tal forma que não precisa de mais nada para ser totalmente completa, porque Cristo em sua vida é tudo. te amo e sou sua fã, estarei orando sempre , bjos

  3. Emily A

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    Shes gonna end up having another relapse episode and end up doing another documentary trying to justify it. I wont be surprised

  4. Charming nowhere to hide

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    temptations. That’s is how she is going to get better. Drinking and smoking weed won’t because she will always stay ‘in the past’

  5. J. Justin Zimmerman

    J. Justin Zimmerman

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    This is amazing! Big , Rich, Young Americans with their focus upon themselves. Boogie On You Guys. JJZ...(°¿.°`)...`}°;:^^:;«((

  6. Candid Cam _

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    A while ago my mom told me she heard Demi was still using and i thought no, she can’t possibly be after what happened. It scares me to hear she isn’t clean. I’ve never struggled with substances so I can’t say I understand the tremendous struggle but Elton said exactly what I was thinking. You can’t pretend and say you know your limits when you almost died. I just really hope I don’t see bad news concerning her.

  7. Audenim Oshea

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    It's so lovely just seeing the support, love and understanding other celebs have for each other sometimes. That's great.

  8. Lisa B.

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    German Subtitles ?????????

  9. C Faz

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    I pray Demi finds a partner that can love her for her personality and not hate her for her condition. So many are defined by their diagnosis and not by their soul, it is so sad...everyone deserves to be loved selflessly and to have an opportunity to give that love in return. Love you Demi!



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    I don’t see demi living past 30

  11. GarynJanet


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    I was expecting a super happy ending where she says she's gonna be sober forever. But I guess putting that expectation on her isn't fair. Just praying whatever direction she's taking with this works for her. 🙏🏾

  12. Natalie, don't

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    Demi, we're with you ❤

  13. Tiff Q

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    This was powerful and I love how we can see her growth. Yes we will fall but just like Demi we can get back up if we have the chance. It's funny because I also went through a hard time back in 2020 and i suffered and cried but as the days passed I began to heal... one day I looked at myself in the mirror. I wanted to start new and just like Demi I wanted to change the way I looked so I chopped my hair off like her. I felt free. People can have opinions but in the end we should not live by others opinions but our own. Thank you Demi.

  14. Ashton Nikolayev

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    I struggle with my depression, anxiety, and eating disorder as well so that really hit home for me. She is loved so many. I hope she really does get better 💚💚 love you Demi

  15. Ana Carolina Benelli

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  16. Holla Daze

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    The problem with moderation is 1 beer can easily turn into 24 beers, 10 shots, an 8 ball of coke, Xanax, and heroin for the comedown. 1 beer can literally trigger that. And any alcoholic or addict will tell you this. I hope it works for her, but I can almost certainly say it won't. Stick with just weed.

  17. sade mcintee

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    Damn I thought it was gonna be more episodes

  18. Meghan Helmich

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    I was on generic vivitrol (naltrexone) when I got out of rehab for opiate addiction. I stayed on it for several years, but it was especially helpful in the beginning of my recovery because it prevented my cravings. And logically, it helped me reason with myself that anything I bought and took would be a total waste because I couldn't feel it.

  19. dan santos

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    ai love uuu, from Brasil

  20. Nicole Simmons

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    Wow this is heart breaking because I really feel for her. But saying moderation its like a two sided coin. I hope she really comes to terms that she almost died a cat with 9 lives not a lot of ppl are lucky enough to survive

  21. Vee Rodriguez

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    Sir Elton John nailed it. However, addiction is such a complex thing to even begin to understand. To her, and those who suffer from addiction, its an ongoing battle. We can opinionated and speculate but her addiction is bigger than anything and just the fact that she is trying to be the best version of herself after facing these issues, is a plus. Just saying

  22. SunMoon Stars

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    I wanna trust her but to be honest, I feel like she's still lost. I agree with sir Elton John, moderation does not work. I still feel sad about this

  23. Amanda Madrigal

    Amanda Madrigal

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    We love you Demi and pray for you to find happiness. You seem like a genuine person that just wants to be loved and love others. You are so worth living 💓💓💓

  24. mylene


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    harm reduction

  25. Little Monster Xtreme

    Little Monster Xtreme

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    I'm really hoping she gets the help she needs, Demi I'm keeping you in my prayers🙏🏻

  26. Anna Sincerbeaux

    Anna Sincerbeaux

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    This whole episode is so delusional and disappointing. Don't release a documentary to millions when you're still not well.

  27. Angel Garach

    Angel Garach

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    I 100% agree with everything Elton said.

  28. Rachael McEvoy

    Rachael McEvoy

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    Love you Demi! Your an inspiration to so many!

  29. Brooke McLymond

    Brooke McLymond

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    WTF is a watermelon cake? Those 2 words don't even go together.

  30. Julesbags


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    Praying she continues to thrive.💜 Unsure re the misdiagnosed bipolar thing.. Hopefully that will continue to be in the discussions going forward.. much love and healing

  31. Dj Nicoly

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    Perfeitaaa tks for that

  32. Lady of Winterfell

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    Elton John out here being dead honest. I could never I’ve been clean four years and I can’t even drink cuz one is two then two is cocaine then cocaine is heroin. Or hit one bowl then one bowl is two then two bowls is heroin. Everything leads to my drug of choice and I know what I want if I do drink it’s not the feeling I want so I go straight to what I want. Heroin. But I guess maybe it does work for others idk

  33. Daniella


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    Her family is naive AF if they think she can stay clean by only drinking or doing drugs in "moderation". Are we going to have another "I'm sober" doc in a few years. Demi stan for life, but looks like we will have another "sober" doc in the future.

  34. Morgan Melanie

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    Her Laugh at the end was so epic! so full of life :)

  35. kora _kaos

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    the part where she cut her hair off was so amazing, i literally started crying because she looked so happy to finally cut it off. ngl i started listening to her music earlier this week and i'm already obsessed proud of you demi

  36. Balance Health Wellness Music

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    Beautiful for you having the courage to voice your true self.

  37. Winnie M

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    Girl who you need is Laura Clery. Cause the people around you are sorta puppets in your show...

  38. Danielle Strong

    Danielle Strong

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    I can drink in moderation but I do not have an addictive personality... so whatevr works for her

  39. Heather JulietteRose

    Heather JulietteRose

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    Demi is just trying what works for her. I get it. I myself went from drinking half a bottle to a bottle of wine a night to now 1 glass.

  40. Heather JulietteRose

    Heather JulietteRose

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    Wow Demi is so pretty in those shots where she isnt wearing makeup

  41. M S

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    This was sad to watch

  42. M S

    M S

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    An alcoholic can't drink in moderation ... like drugs aside the alcohol alone

  43. Alexis Rodriguez

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    "one size does not fit all"-Harm Reduction

  44. Emma Boudreau

    Emma Boudreau

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    Was this the last episode ?

  45. Ronnie Stewart Jr

    Ronnie Stewart Jr

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    8:14 I love them 🥰😭🥰

  46. Mayling


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    I hope she goes back to being 100% sober. Weed is a drug too.

  47. Savannah Marie

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    Okay but your hair is everything. IT SUITS YOU SO WELL DEMI!

  48. L C

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    I think this is more to tell her full truth and to let us know she’s not fully sober but she’s trying to get there but she can’t she’s got an addictive personality so it’s going to be hard . I just pray she never ends up in the position she was in before 🙏🏼

  49. BeastWitcher


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    Demi i love you,respect from Belarus

  50. Cindy Jenkins

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    So proud of you. Stay strong 💪 You got this gorgeous 💕

  51. Susanna Rassatti

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    I am so curious how Is Susie cake!? Becouse i am italian and i do not know that cake, It Is the First Time i Heard about that! I am such a foodie with sweet toot 😋

  52. Shannon Connor

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    I feel like they are all just saying this because they know they won’t have a long time with her. Moderation doesn’t work.

  53. Kaitlan Willis

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    Ive listen to met him last night and dancing with the devil and now watching the last episode im crying for her that ordeal is unbelievable cant believe how much shes been through #keepfightingthefight yoy are so strong 🤍🤍🤍

  54. Erika M

    Erika M

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    We love Sir Elton!

  55. Destiny Jubilee

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    I think she never learned how to drink not to get emotional relief- the thing people don’t understand is outside substances shouldn’t be used to gain relief or else you absolutely will abuse them. Not worried about the weed but even then...

  56. Florencia Do Canto

    Florencia Do Canto

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    Tu puedes Demi!!

  57. superlibbyanne


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    I paid for a cloud like that online and I was ripped off. Some person in China took my money and laughed.

  58. Paulina Jarosz

    Paulina Jarosz

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    Somehow, despite of what they say, you can see what the sisters think about the moderation thing. Elton said it best.

  59. lindsey burnes

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    I find the way ppl that work for celebrities and act around them creep me out. Also the rules celebrities make everyone abide by...so odd

  60. Cristian A Nuñez

    Cristian A Nuñez

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    Love you

  61. ♡Princess♡


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    Watermelon cakes..🥺

  62. Lgc 1385

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    I’ll always be concerned about her, but I’m glad people are speaking up about 1) addiction recovery having to be YOUR choice not pressured, forced, etc. and 2) that there are many ways to go about with sobriety. Whether it’s moderation, completely being cut off substances, or any other way, not every way works for every person. And unfortunately not everyone will be able to be completely clean. Not everyone can do it. And yes it may lead to a worse relapse but as we saw with her father, some people just cannot stop. I can only hope she doesn’t feel the need to go back to harder drugs.

  63. niya jones

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    All of y’all acting like it’s everyone else’s job to make sure she stays sober and calling her friends enablers, it’s not up to them. They said it plenty of times, you can’t force a person into sobriety and everyone has tried it multiple times. Nobody is responsible for Demi’s sobriety except Demi, everyone else is just being nice and watching out for her. If she’s gonna drink she’s gonna drink whether or not people tell her not to. It’s better to just have your friends there’s for you when you fall then to keep burning yourself out trying to take care of someone who doesnt take care of themselves.

  64. Jlah Alexaria

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    Her mom is so annoying the money has to be blocking her common sense bc ain’t no way

  65. bodoti qwiu

    bodoti qwiu

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    Elton Knows the truth ..the “relief” She wants is peace within - you won’t get that with ANYTHING outside of yourself

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  67. Birsen Güngör

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  68. Jesus Rodriguez

    Jesus Rodriguez

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    I cant stand Scooter Braun. I am so happy Taylor destroyed him in court

  69. Olivia Longstreet

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    I wish her the best but she is on a slippery slope if she continues living life the way she is and her mother is oblivious and is acting brainwashed

  70. יובל גרהרד

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  71. pompeii-pippii


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    was this the last ep?

  72. Frischkaesee


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    No German 😞

  73. Jordan Dani Brereton

    Jordan Dani Brereton

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    How beautifully honest, a real person being a real inspiration 👏 thank you❤️

  74. Linda Magubane

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    I am scared for her

  75. יובל גרהרד

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  76. Shannon Diaz

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    we go through the same thing demi i hope your okay

  77. Deandre Holman

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    She still getting high

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    Her friends come across as Fake people pleasers. If she's happy then I guess thats what's important. But something is off about those 2 Friends riding her coattails. The Girl in green hair though she's a real MVP

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    The song with Xtina didn't get appreciation it needed.

  80. Joe DImesa

    Joe DImesa

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    13:51 One of the reasons why I love Demi 😁😊

  81. Victoria Jerke

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    I’m watching y’all writing comments about what’s best for Demi because you watched a doc about 0.0001% of her life... Do you seriously believe yourselves to be able to give any advice to her and her loved ones based on this? Y’all are delusional.

  82. Rock Master 47

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    I hope you know I love going for who you are

  83. Alexia Mendez

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    Is this the last episode?

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    16:08 thats the message I needed from this episode. How to handle a trigger that could and has almost ended my life twice now. Suicidal depression and addiction is no joke. It's a very dark place but it's also so inviting when you're just tired and numb. I'm glad she is being open and vulnerable.

  85. ismalali


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    It's odd that someone with that much money & probably having so much taken care of.. can't at all take care of themselves in the least bit. Her forearms and double chin are a bit ridiculous. We need to start addressing the problem in North America of having these obese addicts as our idols. Bringing it up, shouldn't be an issue. Because this is an issue.

    • Anjalina


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      Stop do you not understand that she has suffered with a eating disorder from people who bring her down like you.

  86. Marylea Amber

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    There sure are a lot of addiction experts in this comment section 🙄 if Demi wants to have a drink or smoke a joint that’s her choice.

  87. lock heart

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    That laugh at the end was everything and was the perfect way to end the documentary.

  88. Flustered _Potato

    Flustered _Potato

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    I just want to hug her.

  89. Dee White

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    everyone always got opinions about ppl they dont even know. she could be lying, she could not be. none of us know her and what she has to deal with. if this works for her for now so be it. this is a real life story not a sugar coated happy one. she never claimed to be sober shes just in a different and better place and talking about it. yall just judging her when you have no right.i cant say if what she is doing is bad or not all i can do it watch this cus at the end of the day WE DONT KNOW HER lol

  90. Jenessa Hodge

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    This is so real 😭. I love her for this

  91. Sarah Hinman

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    I was cool with this until you got to the part where "hey look my house reflects my queerness" ugh please. You know how many queer folks are just struggling to exist? Cool glad you can afford your mansion. But yikes read the room.

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    One of my classmates took xanax that was laced with fentanyl and ended up overdosing and didn't get that second chance. I am glad that Demi is being open about her struggles with all of this because people need to know more about how addicting drugs c an be for you. My classmate was 19 at the time and probably had no idea that it was laced with fentanyl and that's scary.



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    i adore you beyond measure, Demi!!

  94. Maggie B

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    How can I watch the video if it says it requires payment 🙄

  95. Tifani Bogue

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    I’m going to stretch before bed.....because Demi does🤷🏾‍♀️😍

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    Playing the victim while being a millionaire.

  97. Mike Assante

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    lay off the heroin demi shhheeesh

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    Trisha Paytas's style ... a bit Boring

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    I feel like nobody in this comments has anything uplifting to say about this. Honestly I do think things will be different this time since it appears to be more of her own way. We should acknowledge the fact that she’s completely stopped every hardcore drug that would take her life. Weed is no heroin, and is even prescribed for depression in some cases. I don’t think it’s fair for people to say she is relying on it, when she’s stated it’s for relief.

  100. Avery Smith

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    The mother seem emotionless about Demis health